... it's only a color ...
were months that I felt so relaxed. I worked hard to prepare for my first exhibition of paintings and finally last night I donated to the public. I was happy as a newborn baby, if you think about it, children know what else if not harmony and smoothness of the womb? want nothing more than getting lost in a tender embrace. I decided to embrace my soul and my body, I want to take a whole day to devote to myself.
I woke up leisurely, relaxed, like someone who knows that even if for a day, will not be part of the world. I opened the window and the shutters of my room to let un pò d’aria fresca e una pennellata di luce, quel tanto che basta per farmi restare in dormiveglia. Poi mi sono perso di nuovo nel caldo tepore delle lenzuola, sorpreso a fissare quell’immagine della Madonna regalatami da mia madre.
Oggi mi sento buono, comprensivo. Verso il mondo ma soprattutto nei mie confronti.
Mentre aspetto che esca il caffé mi siedo sul divano e accendo una sigaretta. Nel soggiorno ho i soffitti alti, a volta, e col passare degli anni mi sono divertito a ricoprirli con una mare di foto, disegni e poster. Mentre mi stiracchio e distendo i pensieri, il gorgogliare della moka mi fa da colonna sonora.
sipping the nectar of the gods decide to take a warm bath. How long. With the pace of life today are increasingly forced always sprint to the showers. But today there will be no one to run after me, no stress, no worries, today we have just me and my desire for peace. What are barbiturates when you 100 liters of pure relaxation?
While waiting for everything to be ready for my close true trying to distract myself with his repertoire of Neapolitan music, but I will not allow it. I open the lid of the cd and put in a disc of music Jeff Buckley.Accendo candles almond essence, and then I dip.
Hot water has a smell, a smell that reminds me of home. But home is not in the physical sense. House as something inherent in me, as a feeling of being perfectly apt in the world, a feel good that goes beyond space and time.
I let my serenity slides across the tiles of the bathroom, then down the hall, up the front door, and then down the stairs, one drop at a time, and reach the rest of the world.